Lots of mixed up feelings lately. Reached an age where I wonder what my path has been, and what my relevence is. Not so comfortable at work any more. Want out, but not sure how, or to do what.
I have lost several important people, friends, etc. Its a shrinking circle of support now, smaller and less to fall back on. As you get older, the whimsical fun times are a little more "appointment based". And its just a little less ... i guess lately less mirthful for me. I guess thats a sign of some level of depression.
I am taking stock of what my life's been about, what I thought it would be, and compare myself to others, not good. Hopefiully can dig out of this ...
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