Not that I'm one to talk, but for certain David hates to prepare in advance. For anything. Its interesting and strange. And maddening.
Despite knowing that there's a deadline coming up… and in fact more so… he prefers the sense that there is chaos up ahead. The unknown, i guess?
For me it feels very much like everything is out of control, to work along these lines. And to work with him, I feel out of control. Perhaps even? I feel out of power. Powerless.
I'm tired and in the dark as a result. And the chances for success are much decreased
In my mind, his method of poor preparation is a psychological way of saying, "Well this situation will most likely reap disaster. You cannot possibly succeed via this method. So if anything positive comes of it? Terrific and amazing! You'll have beaten the odds!"
I really don't like to work this particular way. But I don't know where my other options lay at this point.
