really sucks but sometimes the phone rings and when I see who it is I sink emotionally. I see who it is, knowing they are a person that is going to Vampire me. They want something, they are going to lean heavy, trip me into their wires... I find these people. I seek them. I call them unto me. And then I resent them.
when my friend D calls, it inevitably turns into what I'm supposed to do for him. Somehow to help further his half assed plans. He's a cousin, a retarded cousin. I love him. But I cannot take the burdens of his torrents of deep needs.
That is all my whining for now. More to come. I PROMISE.
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